I just returned from a "GodChicks" conference in California. This was my first time in California- I was absolutely excited to go- nothing is more fun than exploring new territory. We could not get to one destination without getting lost.Most people would find that quite frustrating, but we laughed hysterically over our lack of direction. This weekend was filled with much laughter as my mom, sister-in-law and I set out on an adventure of a lifetime.
I went to the conference expecting some things from God. I have had many dreams in my life, that I have allowed to sit in my heart and be weighed down by a feeling of inferiority and lack of self esteem. I wanted God to take the weight off of my heart so my dreams could be released. In order for that weight to be lifted off of my heart, I had to let go.
As the weekend progressed, I heard well-known speakers describe the same feelings I have had. The feeling of not being good enough, or the feeling that they had nothing to offer. It was as if God had whispered in their ear- and told them how I was feeling. And He probably did. That's how much he loves.
The outcome- the dreams are alive in me and I am taking the steps I need to take in order to make sure that God's plan is fulfilled. I believe these dreams are not truly mine, but they are God's dreams that he has placed in my heart because he knows me, he created me, and I will be everything he intended me to become.
What are my dreams???.............You just wait and see!






